I drowned my self
Sometimes I just don’t wanna be seen. I lose my self, not replying the text message. I disappear my self on social media. I just don’t wanna be seen.
Some part of myself says that I need a time to be relax. Yes, I am feeling that way. I feel a little bit relax.
Then I understand, my mind don’t allow me to be relax.
I don’t know, for this past 1 year, I’ve been struggling my self to be better me.
In a time I thought I was already good to walk on the new path, I didn’t realize I drowned my self again.
I knew I wasn’t alone. There my friends were ready to help anytime.
Help to regain, help to build the trust, help to accompany me to have a cup of coffee.
It wasn’t easy.
To beat the mind, to control my thought, to suppress the overthinking.
I learn how to be fearless, to be fierce and tender at the same time.
I regain my self.